2021 ዲሴምበር 28, ማክሰኞ

Making the Best the Worst - A Short Story

 

Making the Best the Worst

A Short Story

By Mezemir Girma

 


We exchange short emails when the need arises. I know why things were getting busy by her side. But at this time she emails me on average once a week. She was one of my students of English literature at Emperor Minelik II University. After her graduation, she chose me as a co-advisor for her research on African storybook translations into Amharic.

The pace time flies! It was in those days of Facebook and Twitter. Now all seems history. Only Gmail is left among all those. Glad that only work emails are what I receive day by day instead of junk. It is a good initiative that our newly formed regional government took. I taught Yemariam-Work when Prime Minister Abiy fought the war with the TPLF. After five years now, he has established the East African Unity Government (EAUG) adopting a new constitution. The national reconciliation in Ethiopia, the unity with Eritrea, Somalia, Djibouti and South Sudan, among others gave Abiy the name Mandela. The EAUG seems a promising start to unite Africa. And the rotating co-president position they introduced to accommodate all the former countries that merged to the unity government looks answering questions related to suspicion and marginalization.      

I just met my former student and advisee who graduated in M.A. in Literature from the University of South Africa. She came here to sit for a test and to get interviewed for the lecturer position we advertised. How she is going a long way to compensate for what she lost in her own time! I met her and took her home where we talked.

I remembered the time I started paying special attention to her. She came to me as I sat administering my own exam. I thought she had a question or so. Would this story of finishing exams in half an hour when we give English as a common course repeat itself? One of the reasons I disagree with the conduct of students from the cities.

“What happened?” I whispered.

“I’’m done,” she replied her neck tense.

“You haven’t even used a quarter of the time!” I stared at her in astonishment.

“But I did what I know.”

I refused to take the paper and took her at the door and started talking halfheartedly because I was still gazing inside scanning the movement of the students.

“Please tell me. Are you sick?”

“No teacher. I read as much as I could and tried to answer what I know,” she started arguing stretching her hands out respectfully to give me the paper and to convince me and run to where she would go.

I took the paper hesitantly and started checking the answers she gave. “But look at this and how you skipped the lines. This one doesn’t even seem the answer,” I challenged her.

“Can I go now?” asked she.

“What do you mean? I’m talking to you. You are here to learn. Do you have an appointment with your boyfriend?” I went a step further. I had one of the boys who walked with her in mind. I feared she suspected that too.

“It is not about that.”

“What is it then? After the exam, come to my office and talk to me about this.”

“But could you make it another day? Is it something to talk about?”

“Yes, if not, you know the campus policy. Writing such silly answers is a breach of the code of conduct. I will not mark this paper. It will be submitted to the English Department.”

“Please let me come tomorrow morning?” she implored.

I agreed and she left.

Who believes that girl straitened up this much and ended up a graduate from a university in South Africa? Remembering her story even makes me laugh. I truly admire her. She looks very beautiful had it not been for her short stature. Beauty in our standard seems the face though. The rest seems to be compensated by mutual understanding. You understand one another once you love. I don’t know if she loved yet. How time flies.

It was right after the exam that I headed to the registrar office. There I met the Indian professor, Dr. Sharma. He was the university registrar. I asked him to show me the records of second year English majors. He gave me and I saw Yemariam-Work’s. Her high school transcript is good. Even the college entrance exam result is wonderful. She could have joined the college of Law with that result. I remember she spoke at the welcoming ceremony how she loved literature, but her performance keeps deteriorating that much. How do we bear it to tolerate this! The gifted ones among the multitude of weak students don’t exploit their potential. Only for her interest, I planned to help her. Since she is a little past midway, she may improve and even get employed as a graduate assistant here at the university. She could be an asset. While many a country man and woman teach English, this young mind from Addis could do well.

“Mrs Gebaynesh, why is it that you asked me for their documentation?” asked me Dr. Sharma with his funny Indian accent standing up from his workstation where he buried his face. Everyone here keeps judging him for his accent while theirs is far more unintelligible. How we judge! I did my little judgement in my mind and responded, “You know, Sir,” I started as I knew how that is a better form of address in India. “There are some issues with one student. I couldn’t straiten her up. She is from Addis Ababa and her English is excellent outsmarting even us teacher. When I see her past score in the records, it seems surprising to me. It is a total opposite of her current performance. This case is not specific to her. Most of the girls from Addis share this fate.”

The Indian professor nodded and invited me for tea at the staff lounge. People consider him a rather kindly Indian at least seeing the Indians working here. Sometimes he treats you hot drinks at the lounge which he prefers to call the canteen. We headed to the lounge and ordered in Amharic.

“Hulet buna” ordered him the waitress.

“Eshi” she responded and brought us two cups of coffee.

After I told him what happens during exams and the overall low performance of those who would otherwise be the brightest ones, Dr. Sharma narrated to me the nature of education in India. He told me how females are the brightest students in his country. I understood bearing in mind how females are expected to pay dowry. I know India and their culture because I did my Masters’ at the English and Foreign Languages University in Hydrabad. Why do I let myself nostalgic in my own time!

“Most of the college girls do not have boyfriends in my state India. There is no premarital sex. They are so much focused.”

I interrupted Dr. Sharma “Sir, couldn’t we balance both education and love?”

“You know, you can’t do both at a time. And what is the purpose of tasting that boy, this boy!” he stared.

He was unshakable because he was a firm believer of the Indian system. Be it cast, education, government, he appreciates everything the Indian founding fathers gave the generation.

“I kept telling you that everything you import from America keeps ruining your nation. Limit your children’s access to American movies. You saw how their politics was about to damage your country during the former president Biden. I think you are learning how to make your country safely away from American influence. If not, they will use you like toilet paper and throw you as they did in Afghanistan and Pakistan,” argued the professor straitening the horns of his mustache as his British colonizers did.

Does he know how Ethiopia is left a graveyard. A graveyard whose citizens’ hearts flew to the U.S. and only their remains are left here.

The professor encouraged me to keep doing the action research I told him about.

We were in the second round of coffee when we started talking about that time. It was me who raised it. Yemariam-Work seems to regret the time she wasted at the university here.  

I asked her what she did afterwards. I advised her to work hard and focus on her lessons while she had the potential. As it was incorrigible, our efforts failed us. I remembered how the English Department called us Department Council members who are the representatives of Linguistics, Literature, TEFL and Journalism to his office. He informed us that the university permitted the department to hire a female graduate from its own students. I strongly opposed that no one was fit for that. He proposed Yemariam-Work, but I kept insisting that she was lazy and careless. He tried to convince me.

“I heard that her English is excellent even if I didn’t teach her.”

“I know that, but language by itself does nothing if you don’t make use of it! If she doesn’t read books and take notes, how could she teach?”

“If you don’t accept it, I report that the graduates lose the opportunity.”

No one sat for a test and the decision was binding. It was not the department head alone, but we all teachers regret that our students didn’t use the opportunity.   

While we drank coffee I told her what the department head said about love and education. He compared the American style with ours. He knows it because he studied there. He believes that American students know and practice love starting form middle school and come to college with confidence and love wouldn’t be a trouble at all. “But look at me. I avoided love my whole age and I’m asking girls who would be my age for marriage. This hampers creativity and divides one’s attention,” he lamented.

“Mrs Gebeyanesh. Let me tell you my view. I think it is not love. Just to tell you my case, I think it is how the educational system is designed. If it were love, almost all students at the university had sexual partners,” she started trying to show me an angle I didn’t consider for many years.

“What is it then?”

“The background we came from is different from those who came from rural areas. I just told you how love is not the major factor. It is the educational system.”

“How?”

“If you take my case, when I was four years old I joined a kindergarten. It was a difficult time I spend at the kindergarten. I go to a place that was far from home past the traffic congestion and haste.”

“I see.”

“Yes, you know. For three years I did laborious tasks at the kindergarten depending my days with copying from the board and doing repeated drills.”

“Wasn’t that good to prepare you for school then?”

“It may be to a degree. But the handling was not correct. The disadvantages outweigh,” she lamented miserably.

 “What disadvantages? Is it that much problematic?”

“There are a number of problems and it is a vicious circle. I don’t know if it can be corrected at all. No body knows such root causes. When I graduated from Kindergarten, I wished I could get respite from that hard work and got time to enjoy my childhood. But that was only wish.”

“Was there any such bitterness? Did your friends share it?”

“Sure! I think so. Primary level was more painful than that. We took the subjects both in Amharic and in English. Private schools taught more than a dozen subjects to outsmart the public ones and to be chosen by parents.”

“Don’t the authorities know this?”

“No body cares. Even our parents don’t care as long as we learn to speak in English.”

“Why do they teach you the same subject in English and Amharic?”

“You know the policy is that students learn in their mother-tongue. They know when the education office supervisors come and they show our Amharic exercise books when they come.”

“Don’t your parents feel the burden?”

“They don’t care as long as we spend our days at school. They say we learn the concept twice. Some say it is good to know English. If it were learning the concept twice, we would know Math.”

“Don’t you?”

“We really don’t. Most of us.”

“Wouldn’t your parents ask the schools why?”

“Most of the parents don’t know because the schools force Maths teachers to give us good results.”

“OK.”

“Most of us have tutors, yet we let them do our assignments and home works. We hate to have other teachers at home while we are bored with learning the whole day. It is that way we learned.”

“And the national exam?”

“It is as you know. Open to cheating. Schools encourage it. They bribe the invigilators and students get the best results. We join public universities and enjoy full scholarship. That may be what the students from the rural areas enjoy the most. Love they may enjoy. But we enjoy the relief.”    

 

When you finish one life chapter, you forget the other.

Fast forward to this young woman. She looks very beautiful now because of the weather and the food I think. I couldn’t control my laughter when I saw a video she posted on her timeline last week. Was it my eyes? Not really! Gold Medalist! I think that high-school genius resurrected.

It reminisces me of those days we had spent at the university as a teacher and student.  She would laugh if you ask her about me. How I make her laugh calling myself English cheater. Isn’t the student also cheating? Yes! Did she score any good grade except for creative writing which involved three fourth writing! If it is on the spot writing, she is wonderful. Give her homework, assignment or quiz, she is a failure. I bear it all in my heart until that day she made me very mad.

Even I know I am a victim as I came from a small town. The students at that small town were outsmarted by those from the countryside. Those from the small towns outsmart the ones from the metropolis. As Ethiopians study with those from developed countries, they achieve better grades. That must be how this Ethiopian failure outsmarted those from other countries.

She presented a paper in the national symposium the university hosted in June 2026. It was entitled “Students’ burden, tutorial services and quality of education nexus in the private schools of Addis Ababa” on the quality of English language teaching in private schools. The minister of education was so touched by the issues raised and he chose her to be the chair of primary quality of education in the unity government in their chat outside the conference. She has the potential to change the education of those students in the entire east African nation. Those urban  students who didn’t anticipate anything new at university and in the life after should find schemes that make them eager to learn and achieve more. The teaching positions should be competitive and teachers should be better than their students. Who knows if this young scholar ascends in power and becomes Minister of Education or even the co-president of her country Those future positions could open the window to solve a multitude of problems among which the one she identified came out as a tip of an iceberg.    

 

 

2021 ዲሴምበር 22, ረቡዕ

ዲፎ ዳቦ ጋግሮ እንደልብ መብላት ወይስ በጢብኛ መጣላት

 



ማለዳ ቤተመጻሕፍት ገብቼ ባለፈው የጀመርኩትን መጽሐፍ ጨረስኩት፡፡ እሱም ‹‹የዘውግ ፖለቲካ ስረ-መሰረቶች›› የሚለው የመስከረም አበራ መጽሐፍ ነው፡፡ ሲጨርሱት የሚሰማው ስሜት ከሰው ሰው ሊለያይ ይችላል፡፡ እኔ ለምን አለቀብኝ ነው ያልኩት፡፡ የዘውግ ፖለቲካ ከአውሮፓ ተነስቶ እንዴት ወደ ታዳጊ አገራት እንደተስፋፋ፣ አፍሪካን ለመከፋፈልና ሌሎችንም የዓለም አገራት ለእልቂትና የአስተዳደር ችግር እንደዳረገ ትገነዘባላችሁ፡፡ የፖለቲካ እይታዎች ልዩልዩ ቢሆኑም በአንድ ነገር ላይ ተንጠልጥለው የሚቋቋሙት ግን ውጤታማ አይሆኑም፡፡ ዘውግ የአንድ ሰው አንድ ነጣላ ማንነቱ መሆኑ ተወስቷል፡፡ ዘውግ ፖለቲካ ሲላበስ የሚያመጣውን ጦስ በብዙ የዘርማጥፋት በተካሄደባቸው አገራትና የችግሩ አስከፊ ውጤቶች መታየት እየጀማመሩ ባሉባቸው እንደ ኢትዮጵያ ባሉ አገራት ለማየት ተችሏል፡፡ የዘውግ ፖለቲካን ታሪካዊ መነሻዎች በዓለምም ይሁን በአገራችን በተሻለ ሁኔታ ለመገንዘብ ችያለሁ፡፡ እንኳን አገርን ለማስተዳደር ይበቃ ከቤተሰባዊና የባህል ትስስር ማጎልበቻነት በላይ ሊጠቀሙበት የማይገባ እንዴት ያለ ጥንቃቄ የሚሻ ጉዳይ መሆኑን ተገንዝቤያለሁ፡፡ እኛ አገርማ በሕገመንግስት የተደገፈ ዘውገኝነት ስለሆነ ጦሱ ቶሎ በለቀቀን ያስብላል፡፡ ያው ሁላችንም ዘውገኝነትን መዋጋትን ጉዳዬ ብለን ከያዝነው መገላገላችንና ለአገራችን የሚጠቅም የአስተዳደር ስርዓት መዘርጋቱ የማይቀር ነው፡፡

እስኪ የዘውግ ፖለቲካን ያመጡታል ተብለው ከሚታሰቡት አንዱ የሆነውን ነገር እንመልከት፤ በአብነቶችም ለመረዳት እንሞክር፡፡ ምጣኔሐብታዊ ምክንያት የዘውግ ፖለቲካ መነሻና ማቀጣጠያ ሊሆን ይችላል፡፡ ይህም ሊሆን የሚችለው በአንድ አገር ወይም አካባቢ ያለውን ሐብት ለመቀራመት ሲሉ የዘውጉ ልሂቃን ስለሚጀምሩት ነው፡፡ የዚህ አካባቢ ብቸኛና ህጋዊ ተወካዮች እኛ ነን በማለት፣ ሌላውን መጤ ብለው በማራቅና የምርጫ ውጤቱ ወደነሱ እንዲያጋድል በማድረግ ዘውግ ተኮር አስተዳደር ይመሰርታሉ፡፡ እነዚህ ልሂቃን ህዝባችን የሚሉትን ለመጥቀም ሳይሆን ራሳቸውን ለመጥቀም ሲሉ የሚጀምሩት በህዝቡ ዘንድ ስሜታዊነትን የሚያጭር የፖለቲካ አካሄድ የእነሱን ሆድ ከመሙላት በዘለለ ለህዝቡ ጠብ የሚልለት ነገር አይኖርም፡፡ ያለውን ሐብት በጢብኛ ወይም ለአንድ ልጅ የምትበቃ መዳፍ የምታክል ዳቦ መመሰል ይቻላል፡፡ አንዳንድ ቦታ ሽልጦ የሚሏት ነች፡፡ ያችን ሽልጦ ለመብላት የሚሯሯጠው ብዙ ነው፡፡ ልሂቁ ተቧጭቆ ይጨርሳታል፡፡ ለዚያም ሲባል ሌሎች በላተኞች እንዲመጡ አይፈለግም፡፡

በአንጻሩ ግን ከጢብኛ ይልቅ ዲፎ ዳቦ አለን ብሎ ማሰቡ የተሻለ ይሆን ነበር፡፡ ይኸውም ያ ዲፎ ዳቦ ለብዙ ሰው እንደሚበቃ ማሰቡ መልካም ነው፡፡ ያንንም ዲፎ ዳቦ የአንድ ዘውግ አባላት ብቻ ሳይሆኑ መላው የአገሪቱ ህዝብ በፍቅር እንደሚበላው ማሰብ የእድገትና አንድነት መሰረት ነው፡፡ ያ ዲፎ ዳቦም በማናቸውም የአገሪቱ ክፍል አለ፡፡ ያንን ዲፎ ዳቦ ደግሞ ማንም የአገሪቱ ብቻ ሳይሆን ማንም የዓለም ዜጋ እየጋገረ ይበላዋል፡፡ ዳቦው የሚያልቅና እንደ ጢቢኛዋ አንድ ሰው የሚጨርሰው ሳይሆን ሁሉም በየፈለገው መልኩ የሚጋግረው ነው፡፡ ዕውቀት፣ ክህሎት፣ ፈጠራ፣ ቴክኖሎጂና ካፒታል በዚህ መልኩ ከአንድ አካባቢ ወደ ሌላው ይሸጋገራል፡፡ የዓለም ስልጣኔም የመጣው በዚህ ሁኔታ ነው፡፡ የህዝብ ለህዝብ ትስስር ብዙ ትሩፋቶች አሉት፡፡ የሰራኸው ህንጻ በኔ ቦታ ላይ ስለሆነና የኔ ዘውግ አባል ስላልሆንክ አንሳልኝ የሚባል የዘውግ አስተሳሰብ የሚያመጣው አሰራር ምን ያህል ዕድገትን የሚገታ መሆኑን በመጽሐፉ አንብቤያለሁ፡፡ ፋብሪካ ማቃጠልና ባለሃብትን መግደልን የመሳሰለው የዘውገኝነት ትሩፋት በቃ ሊባል ይገባል፡፡

ይህ ዳቦው ትንሽ ነው የሚለው ሃሳብ አገርን፣ ድርጅትን፣ ተቋምንም ሆነ ቤተሰብን የሚከፋፍልና ለግጭት የሚዳርግ ስለሆነ መፍትሔ ሊበጅለት ያሻዋል፡፡ ያለዚያ ሌብነትን የሚያበረታታ፣ ዘውገኝነትን የሚያነግስና የማይሆን ጣጣ ውስጥ የሚከት ይሆናል፡፡ ጦሱም እስከ ቀበሌ የሚደርስ ወገንተኝነትንና የቤተሰብ አሰራርን ያነግሳል እንጂ አገርን የሚያሳድግ መልካም ውድድርን አይፈጥርም፡፡

 

2021 ዲሴምበር 17, ዓርብ

The Fourth World War with Ethiopia - A Short Story

 By Mezemir Girma

Saturday, December 18, 2021

 


Do you see it this way? The poorest country against the richest one? Ethiopia with America? Ethiopians would call it David against Goliath. Who would emerge victorious? It seems crystal clear to you now.

You know how battles were held in those olden days. Be it held like that and let us talk about the outcome. am I clear to begin with? All the Ethiopian fighters will march led by their leader. And all American able men, and women for the sake of equality, would face them. The Ethiopian side would demand the leaders fight first and that determines who wins. You get me? It would be an old man facing an adversary thirty years younger. A slap would suffice. It would be like the Adwa Victory, when more than half the Ethiopian army came home without fighting as the battle ended shortly. What else would I wish their sinister acts - a slap in the face.

I would add a third or fourth scenario for that matter. An Ethiopian would ever imagine defeat. You know it in your history, not us. Uh, a great time to brag and satisfy my quench for it. 

When we were children there were scenes of fighting in the vast open meadows. Equals would fight. Big men don’t fight if it were not for real reasons. But children wrestle. How would the day of keeping cattle and sheep pass without fighting and playing? There are some big boys who do rude things though. These big boys know nobody defeats them. They invite their little brothers to slap one of the big boys. That little one comes and slaps you. You bear it, you tolerate until he lashes you in the eye with a little stick. You pinch the little creepy creature. Then the real war starts. That big boy prances and starts the real fight. You wrestle, wrestle, wrestle and he emerges victorious. You lie down on your back and he sits on your belly. Punch, punch, punch, he makes his day. Why does this come to my mind at this time? I will tell you. Await.  

“You tasted it once,” my conscience challenges me.

“No, that was just a battle we lost due to unforeseen circumstances. We emerged victorious in five years. How do you become such a traitor,” I scold it.

“Have you ever thought about your future postwar life? What do you think you take along? Do you know where you would be? Do you understand?”

“Don’t ask me if I understand! I may be underground!”

“What do you mean?”

“You know it. Just for the sake of this reader let me say it. You know your friend in those university days. He used to say underground to refer to death. He was thinking of the landed gentry when he thought death.”

“Some think it is in the sky that the dead are. Wherever they are, you would be one of them in the postwar era.”

“I take the challenge. But this night seems the longest one in my life except for a few exceptional ones. What do you mean? It is! Be it Stephen Hawking or Albert Einstein, whomsoever you mention, you never convince me about the state of time here,” I say out loud.

“Calm down. What is all this gibberish about! Do you know what time it is now after all?!” responds my conscience.   

It fears that the neighbors hear what I say at this time past midnight. As you might know Debre Sina has all the types of local liqor, Arake, in store. Last Ethiopian summer I was there. Yes, the summer when Ethiopia held the sixth national election. It was just a coincidence for that matter. I had experienced what some call writer’s block. I was really blocked and I couldn’t produce anything at home, at the hotel I frequented or at the Debre Birhan University lounge for that matter. How could they betray me when I trusted them the most? Ethiopians would not read books if it is not for their July and August breaks. Nothing could come out when I squeezed my mind. The only viable option seemed Debre Sina. What place in Ethiopia would be safe for me to edit my two books that would be published in July and August consecutively? Nowhere else. The reason is ethnic politics. If anything erupts, it would mean death. I fear because people may know me for the previous book.

“Who are you writing all this to?” asks my conscience.

“Anyone among those people from Ethiopia, Europe and America who may enjoy reading a late night scribbling. Anyone that the Google statistics on the map showed me last night”

“Do they care for a glass of liqor?”

“Not sure! If they just don’t opt for an imported whisky which is more or less like Arake. I’d treat them if they came. They could not be like some eccentric locals here who say they don’t drink Arake but keep it at home to booze when no one sees them. Whites are your Gods – read that Amharic poem of Mengistu Lemma’s. The reader, yes you, you will get it down below if these people are at all better than the local population. What do you think yourself before you read my take?”

It is me who is asking and answering myself. Are you confused? Confusion is good at times. We hold meetings and discussions at this place which is the right one for inner talk. It is not meditation. You know, you don’t meditate when you drink liqor.

“But why do you booze?”

“Excuse me! Let me go to the source of it all first of all. Ah! Am I using this local cliché of first of all? Pardon me”

I went to Debre Sina one morning. I rented a room which was a recommendation of one author of an Ethiopian English novel. Zemarkos Hotel was a real writers’ haven. Look how I entitle myself writer, author, poet … Anyway! I stayed there for four days. When I was bored with writing and editing at my room there I would go out to visit the town, libraries, schools, shops, and hotels. It was a real writing retreat. The titles of the two books were found written on the wall of the hotel while I meditated one rainy afternoon sitting in that old sofa. Look at the English language! How do you say in a sofa, in a bed! When one says in a bed it comes to me that he is hiding in the bed - that four-legged table-like bed we had in the country. Be it for whatever reason, I was wring in my language then. I didn’t worry or hold an Advanced Learner’s Dictionary as I am doing now. I should not type all this all again. It is there on my memoir. At least Amharic people can get it from that book – a memoir of an aspiring library leader. Do you need it? Then, learn Amharic. I learned yours. Pay back. That little pride I had that the American agent told me one day when we disagreed. Yes, she said we Ethiopians have it in our hearts. For her, it should be squeezed out. She would repeat it if she read this. Me aspiring to teach or force learn others to learn my language. One singer prophesied that President Obama would play the Diversifieid Visa Lottery to come to get an Ethiopian citizenship and live in Ethiopia. It is then that you have to learn Amharic. If you ask me about other Ethiopian languages, you are also permitted to. You know your trap!

“Man! Why didn’t you state what you want me to know as a thesis at the beginning so that I go to other activities!” you scream. Yes! You the reader. “This is not an essay first of all,” I yell! Why don’t you go find an essayist in Achebe! Oh this guy! He always holds my hand. All my examples and lessons are about him. Be it Ethiopian Literature, African Literature or the Short Story – every course I gave. My student once wrote about him in the exam and came to me afterwards. “Teacher, I wrote Chinua Abebe instead of Chinua Achebe. Can I correct it now taking the exam sheet back? Does it matter?”  Everyone misses African names. In this case he confuses him with an Ethiopian name. I better say he mistook an African novelist with the first African to win a gold medal at the Olympics running barefoot. How could one confuse someone who was famous through his hands for one who wrote history without shoes! Exam sheet. But how my student says it is exam shit. We die with our funny accent. Incorrigible!

 Before I finished my four day’s stay at Debre Sina I had to kiss the town goodbye as Joel Osteen preaches. Yes! One evening, I went to the little iron-made shop. It was next to the Daniachew Worku square. You know Daniachew? Yes, the writer! He was really famous for his Amharic and English fiction. (When I refer you, it could be you or another you. You know it! Deixis' advantage.) One was of the Fascist Italian times and their injustice at his birthplace of Debre Sina. I am famous at that town. Not because I write, but because I teach. A teacher from the newly renamed Daniachew Worku High School accompanies me everywhere I went. He was my former student at the university in Debre Birhan. I taught him Communicative English Skills in the summer program. We are like brothers for ten years now. On that evening I told the liqor shop owner that I am heading back home to Debre Birhan. It was a liter of water that I wanted to buy. The owner was unshakable. He said he would treat me the water. But he brought out a glass of Arake and put it in a bag. Arake in a whisky bottle. Look at how Ethiopia packs her liqors in Europe’s bottle. How Debre Sina convinces you is unimaginable. The shop owner was really friendly and I liked his approach because of the information he gave me about the internally displaced people from Ataye, a fault line between the Oromia Special Zone and North Shewa. How that town suffered six times due to the terrorist attack! Now the seventh passed two weeks ago. They turned it to ashes! Aye, my people! Shopkeeper you market it I murmured with the word I kept intact the longest – shopkeeper. I don’t remember it which early grade I grasped it.

The agents made all this possible! If not all, half. I thought they make me tremble because they did all the right thing for America and everything wrong for Ethiopia. The agents who were staying there a few years ago could be why my people are dying now. They had cover jobs, but they were agents.

“Why do you say agent agent while you could be an agent for your nation yourself even now,” says me.

“I know my capacity”, responds my conscience.

Do you respond my conscience?

That Debre Sina Arake I hesitated to buy does its work at times. Either when I get home early and do not have anything to do or when I get angry at times, I sip and get tipsy. The kids from the neighborhood come by, see me sip and drop their jaws in astonishment. They frown thinking of the taste. Instead of drink it in the mornings and leave home, I found it impressive to do it at night. The cold night.

Time to close. To close everything. If you wonder what that is, please go back a few days and read the blogs I posted for your hungry consideration. Everything has a phase. A starting or a closing phase for that matter. When I was at Debre Sina, it was election time as I said. America was really worried about it. A number of United Nations resolutions were presented on Ethiopia. And my country survived from brinks of failure and the election was held peacefully. Election was followed by the publication and selling of books. When I did those, I had to contact television personnel and give interviews – with all my social phobia, man! What could I do? Ethiopians are there watching their TVs and I had to send the show hosts as middlemen and women to help me get the books across. I have cool ideas both in the memoir and the book of fasting.

And this America is there every week and fortnight reminding us that this Ethiopia project that Robert Skinner came to tell her about for the first time as the envoy of President Theodore Roosevelt is not to last long. They don’t say it in black and white though. Yes, they think we remain enslaved by a minority dictatorship as we did for the last three decades. And all this until this time of Hashtag No More. #NoMore that has been started by a member of that ethnic group that ruled us with iron fists. She was their activist first. She seems to know little about the national politics because she left Ethiopia as a child. When she discovered the reality she really felt pity for us Ethiopians. She empathizes with us and joined forces. A plight even the member of the minority group understands, America fails to.

I publish my books, I sell, I reprint. And did all that until the New Year which is on September 11 here.

I await class to begin at Debre Birhan University, but it doesn’t. The reason? It is the war that is sponsored by the USA. Yes, the Tigray People’s Liberation Front staged the attack on the Northern Command a year ago and the nation has bled ever since.

I am getting you to the closure. The things at my home that I kept for years have to be checked. I am checking everything. If I need certain items, I keep them with me. If not, I find a solution. The books, handouts, exercise books, diaries, … everything paper should be checked and I need as little material as I could. I consider only paper things as my property. The softcopies in my old computer were damaged by a virus. The house if getting tidier and more orderly day by day. And this deafening silence. And the highland chills - the disadvantage of living in Africa's highest city. You taste highness with all the consequences.  

You know, these U.S. backed terrorists almost made it to where I am in their journey to the capital, Addis. They covered two thirds of their march when the government opened counteroffensive and they started their backward marathon. Poor Woyanay! So, if the worst comes, shouldn’t I prepare myself? Do I know who else the U.S.A sponsors? I really don’t; you don’t; the U.S.A. doesn’t seem to either. Their leadership is acting like a mad dog. They bite everyone. They lost their mind. Who trusts their social media bawl or the TPLF spokesperson’s for that matter. They may agree to terrorize together or no to part. 

It is said that that Debre Sina where I spent four sweet days for my writing retreat has been turned to ashes by the pro-U.S.A. TPLF. Would anything of that sort touch my town, the industrial hopeful, Debre Birhan. Just ju….st in case, I must drink the Arake and finish it tonight. My home should get empty and await Doomsday. Little was left from the liqor I feared. I fear drinking it because I eat once a day and that is in the mornings. To booze without food, could be like swallowing a blade. Yes, at this time of war I talk in terms of sharp items. Everyone is looking forward to using anything sharp if America comes. Those who didn’t enlist  for the civil war covet to kill a foreigner in the ensuing battles.  

The radio drama I wrote, modules of literature and English language teaching, Addis Ababa University undergraduate and graduate materials, photo albums, electric and water bills, bank vouchers, different papers, similar papers, government or university propaganda training materials, everything that I gathered from my life, everything that reminds me of my life has been reordered this week. I am organized by nature. This week seems to make me more organized. From every one of the times I arranged my things, the current one seems organized. I did it! Japanese housekeeping or obsession? Or fear? Fear overwhelms.

When we prepared ourselves for the worst a week ago, I put all my documents in an envelope. It was all. A few clothes and a few other things in a little bag and …. I know what to pack for times of emergency, but I am getting more careless these days.

“You know you don’t survive this time”

“Oh, no! I do. Who else would?”

“You die”

“I survive. The town survives. The nation survives. Our civilization does.”

“Which civilization! Look at you! Only you are made in Ethiopia. Everything you wear and use is from China.”

“What about Americans? Are they not all from elsewhere?”

  “Yes, they came together from everywhere, melted in the melting pot, and want us who are together dispersed.”

“Another disaster for the world. But look at how we melt if we have to cross the Sahara Desert.”

"I know not with what weapons World War III will be fought, but World War IV will be fought with sticks and stones." Albert Einsten.  Einsten misses one point here as he did with how he made way for his cats. By the way – this famous phrase. It is really famous in Ethiopia. People start even their Amharic sentences with it. By the way, I regret about Einsten. We read the s as SH in German or Deutsch. Café Einstein they call it. I regret not drinking a cup of tea there. It was at the Goethe Institut, Addis Abeba. Yes., mark the spelling. Institut without an e and Abeba not Ababa.   We students did not have the stamina to order and stay at such places as Goethe’s because we thought it would be a dollar price. Or who would sit face to face with a German or a Swiss and….

The fourth World War? Let me come back to it. Be the third as it may, the third is my issue anyway. Whites quarrel amongst themselves and call it a World War. Now it is going to be a real World War. A World War in which Africa is really engaged head to toe. Stones and sticks would be in use. Soil and mud would too. Yes, you splash it on their stone faces. Eyes closed they scream, you club their head. Real barbarians you would be. We would not spare clay jars and stools. Ropes, Dung and pebbles, fists and nails, headers and slaps, everything that doesn’t involve technology shall be employed. We won’t even employ sharp materials.

“They think I am joking.”

“Yeah they do. If you don’t tell them”

Listen, oh, excuse me, read. I tell you. Oh, sorry I write to you.

The university staff, all sorts of teachers, just eighty of them, live in one compound. A few weeks ago we started our guarding duty. Guarding our compound in turns. I better call it awaiting. Awaiting the war to crawl our way. This clumsy war. Awaiting that little boy sent to slap you. Many of the teachers left for other towns and places within the city. They feared reprisal the terrorists said await us. Reprisal for nothing. A waste of golden words. Who is left? I think a quarter of us.

“Do you dare to tell them that?”

“Why not, my dear!”

My dear? Look how my conscience takes care of me. How would I be a dear without a weapon at this time? No weapon of any sort. It is not only me. Every teacher had or has no weapon. I am sure. If they had they would brandish it to show their superiority or state of guardianship for all of us. My relatives called me at that time. I call it this time. It was just two weeks ago.

In that little town, my relatives said everything stopped because of the war. Every technology stopped. No power. No water. No businesses. You know what happened? They decided to spare their lives for those two weeks. They crushed cereals to make food using stone, the traditional hand held mill. We are level one civilization. Would it be a little better than hunter-gatherer life? And who are we fighting? The mighty the United States of America! Wouldn’t it be a shame for her to fight with such a little creature? Would it be a victory to defeat the poorest country as the richest country? Would it make her proud to! You know how I fail at their trap? Who is rich? Africa is! They eye our place only to rob us.

Professor Mesfin once said when he was a child that bigger children would fight with smaller ones. When the big one’s hold the small ones and start hitting them, the small ones would plea. "God would peer from the sky and see what you are doing. Amerikish is not my accent. Just this way I state my fear of what tomorrow has in store for me. Tonight when I came from the library, I heard that some sort of resolution passed. Would this resolution, which is being called the second Scramble for Africa, be a call for the Fourth World War? I wait.

“You finish the liqor.”

“I wish I didn’t”

“Schmeckt es gut?”

“No, I had more to say”

“Then say it!”

“The liqor says better. I have an empty bottle and I am cleaning up everything including my mind.”

I write to the last drop of my liqor. This war time is making me fearless. And you the reader wish you edited and sent me this story back. Why don’t you write your own! Who has time to take your grammar correction? Tell America to correct herself rather. Nebir ayegn bey!  

2021 ዲሴምበር 15, ረቡዕ

ደብረ ብርሃን - በማደግም ባለማደግም የምትገለጽ ከተማ

 

 


ከቅርብ ዓመታት በተለይም ከኢትዮጵያ ሚሊኒየም ወዲህ ደብረብርሃን ከተማ አድጋለች የሚል ሰፊ ንግግር  ይሰማል፡፡ ይህም በየሚዲያው፣ በግለሰቦችና በየስብሰባው የሚዘወተር ሆኗል፡፡ አድጋለች የሚባለው እውነት ነው ወይንስ ሌላ ዓላማ ያለው? ከደብረብርሃን ወደ ሌላ አካባቢ ስትሄዱ ከኒውዮርክ ወይም ከሲንጋፖር እንደሄዳችሁ ዓይነት ነው የሰዉ አቀራረብ፡፡ አድጋም ይሁን ሳታድግ አድጋለች መባሉ ለከተማዋ ጥቅምም ጉዳትም ይኖረው ይመስለኛል፡፡  ዕድገቱ ደግሞ ከተማዋ ከነበረችበት ያለፈ ሁኔታ ጋር ሊነጻጸር ይችላል፡፡ ከሌሎች ከተሞችም አንጻር ሊተያይም ይችላል፡፡ አድጋለች ብሎ የሚያወራውም ሰው ማንነት ወሳኝነት አለው፡፡ ይህን ጉዳይ አስመልክቶ አስር ሰዎችን ጠይቄ  እኔም እንደነዋሪ የራሴንም ግምት ወስጄ ይህን ጽሑፍ አዘጋጅቻለሁ፡፡ ጅምር ጽሑፉም ከዳር እንደሚደርስ በማሰብ እናንተም ሃሳብ ስጡኝ፡፡ የጠየኳቸው ግን ከኔ ጋር ቅርበትና የኑሮ ተመሳሳይነት ያላቸው መሆናቸው ጽሑፉ ላይ ተጽዕኖ እንዳይኖረው ያሰጋል፡፡ እስካሁን ጋዜጠኞችን በዚህ ላይ ጻፉ ወይም ዘገባ ስሩበት ብያቸው ስላልሰሩና በሌሎችም ቁጭቶች ጽሑፉን ላዘጋጅ ችያለሁ፡፡

በተሰጡኝ ሃሰቦች መሰረት መልካም የተባሉትን ለውጦች ስንመለከት

ከአካባቢው ነባር የቤት አሰራር ሁኔታ ሲታይ ደረጃቸውን የጠበቁ ህንጻዎች እየተገነቡ ነው፡፡ የግል ግንባታ ላይ በጥቂት ግለሰቦች ባቤትነት ቢሆንም፣ የሌብነት ጉዳይ ቢነሳም፣ የሃብት በጥቂቶች እጅ መከማቸት ቢያጠያይቅም ይህ እውነታ ይመስላል፡፡ መሰረተ ልማትና ኢንዱስትሪ ተስፋፍቷል የሚሉ አሉ፡፡ ይሁን እንጂ አስፋልትን ያየን እንደሆነ ወደ ሰሜን የሚያቋርጠው አንድ አስፋልት ብቻ መሆኑ ይታወቃል፡፡ ኤሌክትሪክ ለረጅም ዘመን የክልሉ ችግር መሆኑና ከደርግ ዘመን ጀምሮ የማከፋፈያ ጣቢያ ስራ አልተሰራም ቢባልም፡፡ ይህ ከሌሎች ቦታዎች በተቃራኒው ነው፡፡ የነዋሪው ቁጥርም ጨምሯል፡፡  የባንኮች በብዛት መከፈት የንግዱን ዘርፍ ለማነቃቃት ችሏል፡፡  ባንክ እንደመስፋፋቱ ግን ለንግድና ኢንቬስትመንት ዘርፍ ያለመድሎ ብድር የማቅረብ ችግር ይነሳል፡፡ ዘመናዊነት መምጣቱም ይወራል፡፡ ይህም በህዝቡ ዘንድ የከተሜነት ሁኔታ እያደገ በመሄዱና የቢዝነስ አስተሳሰብ በማቆጥቆጡ ነው፡፡ የተቋማት መከፈት የሰራተኛን መቀጠርና ቤትን የማከራየት ዕድልን ጨምሯል፡፡ ወደ ዝርዝሮቹ ስንገባ አሳሳቢ ጥያቄዎች ቢኖሩም፡፡ ከግል ምልከታቸው አንጻር ቅዝቃዜው ተሻሽሏል የሚሉም አሉ፡፡

በአሉታዊ መልኩ የሚነሱትን ደግሞ እንይ፡፡

የአስተዳደር ችግር አለ፡፡ አስተዳደር ቢለዋወጥም ለውጥና ብርሃን አላየንም ያሉኝ አሉ፡፡ የለውጡ ተጠቃሚ ያልሆነ ነባር የከተማው ነዋሪ ብዙ ነው፡፡ የዕለት ጉርሱን ሳይቀር የሚቸገር አለ፡፡ በአስተዳደሩ በኩል የሰለጠነ ባለሙያ አይፈለግም፡፡ እንዲያውም ማባረርም አለ፡፡ የአገር ተወላጅ በከተማዋ ለማገልገል ከሌላ ቦታ ሲመጣ አለመሳብና እንዲያውም ፊት መንሳት የተለመደ እየሆነ ነው፡፡ ሙስናም ትልቁ ችግር ነው፡፡ ይህች እንደ አቦሸማኔ እየተስፈነጠረች የምትባል ከተማ መስፈንጠሯ ያጠራጥረናል፡፡ እሷን ተጠቅመው ዘርፈው የተስፈነጠሩና ዕድገቷን ያቀጨጩ ግን አይተናል፡፡

እድገቱ እንደሚወራው አይደለም የሚሉ አሉ፡፡ ከተማውና በየመስሪያ ቤቱ ያለው አገልግሎት እየሰፋ አይደለም፡፡ በዚህ ጽሑፍ ዝግጅት ያገኘሁት የተለየ ዝርዝር መረጃ ስለ ጤና ዘርፍ ነው፡፡ በጤና ዘርፍ ከሆነ እንዲያውም ውድቀት እንደሆነ እንረዳለን፡፡ ለሆስፒታሉ ትልቅ ደረጃ መስጠት ብቻውን ዋጋ የለውም፡፡ ለሲቲ ስካን ሲባል በሽተኛ ኦክስጂን ተሰክቶለት ወደ አዲስ አበበ የግል ምርመራ ማዕከላት ይሄዳል፡፡

ለጤና ዘርፍ በዓመት ድጎማ ከመንግስት 2.8 ቢሊየን ብር ለደቡብ ክልል ይደረጋል፡፡ 2.4 ቢሊየን ብር ለኦሮሚያ ክልል ሲደረግለት፤ ለአማራ ክልል 800 ሚሊየን ብቻ ይደረግለታል፡፡ ይህም ያለውን መድሎ ያሳያል፡፡ ኤም.አር.አይ. ማሽን በክልሉ ያለው ጎንደር ላይ ብቻ ነው፡፡ የደብረብርሃን ሆስፒታል የአፋር፣ ደብረብርሃንና ሰሜን ሸዋ ህዝብ በሪፈር ሲላክም ሆነ በሌላ ወቅት ይጠቀምበታል፡፡ይህ ሁሉ እያለ ሲቲ ስካን እንኳን የለውም፡፡ በራዲዮሎጂ ደካማ ነው፡፡ ኦሮሚያና ሶማሌ ክልል ስፔሻሊስት በወረዳ ሲኖር እዚህ ስፔሸሊስት ብርቅ ነው፡፡ የሐረሚያ ዩኒቨርሲቲ ሆስፒታል 900 አልጋ አለው፡፡ አርባምንጭ ዩኒቨርሲቲ ከ900 በላይ አለው፡፡ አሀን ደብረ ብርሃን ዩኒቨርሲቲ በአንድ በጎ አድራጊ የተሰራን ሆስፒታል በልገሳ ተቀብሎ አድሶ የህክምና ትምህርት ቤት ሊያደርግ ነው፡፡ ሐኪም ግዛው የተባለው የማስተማሪያ ሆስፒታል ያለው 81 አልጋ ብቻ ነው፡፡ ይህን ከሌሎች ዩኒቨርሲቲዎች ጋር ማነጻጸር ሰማይና ምድርን የማነጻጸር ያህል እንዳይሆን እፈራለሁ፡፡ ዩኒቨርሲቲው ከተመሰረተ 15 ዓመት ቢሆነውም ከሱ በፊት የተገነቡት ብዙ ካምፓስ ሲከፍቱና አካባቢዎቻቸውን በልማት ሲያበለጽጉ ይህኛው ግን ለውጡ አይታይም - እንደሚወራው አቦሸማኔ አይደለም፡፡ ከትምህርት ሚኒስቴር ያለ ተጽዕኖ ይሁን ከዩኒቨርሲቲው ምላሽ ይፈልጋል፡፡  እንደዩኒቨርሲቲውና እንደ ሆስፒታሉ ሁሉ የሌሎችም ተቋማት ሁኔታ ሊፈተሽ ይገባዋል፡፡ ስራቸውን ምን ያህል እየሰሩ ነው? እውነት ደብረብርሃንንና ሰሜን ሸዋን አሳድገዋል ወይስ አድጋለች የሚል ሴራ ተባባሪ ናቸው? የግል ተቋማትስ ማደግና መሄድ ያለባቸውን ያህል ሄደው ህዝቡን ተጠቃሚ እየደረገ ነው? ህብረተሰቡ ከትምህርት፣ ከቴክኖሎጂ፣ ከኢኮኖሚ፣ ከማህበራዊና ሁለንተናዊ ዕድገት ተጠቃሚ ነው?

የፋብሪካ ብክለት ተደጋጋሚ ጥያቄ ነው፡፡ ይህም አየሩን፣ መሬቱንና የገጸምድርና የከርሰምድር ውኃው የሚበከልበት ነው፡፡ ፋብሪካዎች በገፍ ከሚጠቀሙት ውኃ አንጻር እንደ ሃረር ውኃ አልባ የመሆን ስጋት አለ፡፡ የፋብሪካና መኖሪያ ህንጻ መስሪያ ቦታ አለመለየቱም አንድ ችግር ነው፡፡ ፋብሪካዎችና የኢንዱስትሪ ፓርኩ የሚቀጥሩት ከ1000 እስከ 1500 ብር የወር ደመወዝ ነው፡፡ ይህም መንግስት ዝቅተኛ ክፍያ ባለማስቀመጡና የሰራተኛ አያያዝ ህጉ የላላ ስለሆነ ነው፡፡ ተቀጣሪዎቻችንን አሰልጥነንና በተከፈቱት የትምርትና ሥልጠና ተቋማት አብቅተን ትልቅ ደምወዝ ማስቀጠር እንዳለ ሆኖ፡፡ የደብረብርሃን ልጅ በቤተሰቡ ደሳሳ ጎጆ እየኖረና ለሆዱም የእናቱን እጅ እያየ፣ የአባቱን የብርድልበስ ፋብሪካ ጡረታ እየጠበቀ በ1000 ብር ደምወዝ ይፈጋል እንጂ 1000 ብር በዚህ ዘመን እንደማያኖር ይታወቃል፡፡ ይህ ገንዘብ ሁለት ጓደኛሞች በአንድ በከተማው በተከፈተ ሆቴል ምሳ በልተው ሻይ ቡና ለማለትም ላይበቃ ይቸላል፡፡  

ለአዲስ አበባ ካላት ቅርበት የተነሳ ለማደግ፣ ነዋሪዋን ሁኔታ ለማሻሻልና ባለሐብቶችን ለመሳብ የምትችለው ደብረብርሃን ካሁን በፊት የፖለቲካ ጫና ነበረባት፡፡ ወደፊት ይኖርባታል ወይ የሚለውን ጊዜ የሚያሳየን ይሆናል፡፡ ከበፊቱ የተሻሉ ሁኔታዎችን ያየንባት ከተማ ሁለገብ ልማትና እድገት ሊኖራትና ነዋሪዋም ሊጠቀም ይገባዋል፡፡ ሆቴልና ህንጻ ሲሰራ እያየ ሊገባበት የማይችል የደብረብርሃን ነዋሪ ሲኖር ሊያሳስብ ይገባል፡፡ የኢኮኖሚው ተጠቃሚ መሆን የሚችልበት መርሃግብር መቀረጽ አለበት፡፡ ደብረብርሃን አድጋለችም አላደገችም የሚለው ሃሳብ እንደሚጠየቀው ሰው፣ እንደየዘርፉና ሁኔታው፣ እንደየሰፈሩና አውዱ ይወሰናል፡፡ አድጋለችም አላደገችም የሚሉትን ሃሳቦች ማንሳት እንችላለን፡፡ ጆርጅ ኦርዌል ‹ደብል ቲንክ› እንደሚለው እያወቅን ሁለቱንም እንድናስተናግድ የተገደድን ነዋሪዎች ነን፡፡ አድጋለች የሚለውን የፖለቲካ መዋቅሩ ሲያራግብ ምንም ያላየው ህዝብ ደግሞ አላደገችም በማለት ይጮሃል፡፡ ሁለቱም ሃሳቦች ግን በህዝብ አእምሮ አሉ፡፡ ተቃርኖውን እያወቅንም አንናገረውም፡፡ ብንናገርም ሰው ከጉዳዩ አይጽፈውም፡፡

ሲጠቃለል በቅርቡ በነበረው የወያኔ ወረራ ለመጠቃት ያሳጫት አድጋለች የሚለው ወሬ ይሆን? ሌላስ ጠላት ይገዛላት ይሆን? የእውነት እንድታድግስ ምን ይደረግ?

 



 







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